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    20/11/2009

    Life must go on~~~

    Science is so much easier than women~~~

    If you know what I am talking about then you know what I mean~~~

    09/10/2009

    发经过本人验证的实用菜谱:)

    勃艮第牛肉(Beef bourguignon stew),~15分钟操作,~25分钟等待。
    http://docs.google.com/View?id=dgfmtkpd_268c5jc4sdj

    金枪鱼意大利面炖锅(Tuna Noodle Casserole), ~25分钟操作,~25分钟等待
    http://docs.google.com/View?id=dgfmtkpd_281fnrfqwc8





    07/10/2009

    爹爹一路走好~~~

    唯一有意义的缅怀逝者的方式就是好好生活。

    05/09/2009

    我的科幻片分类,立此存照

       昨天看了District 9,有感而发一下。只算严格意义上的硬科幻吧,lord of the rings一类的奇幻风,或是Batman一类的漫画风暂且不提。


       完美的神作 10/10:Blade runner。主题深刻,动作/悬念恰到好处,影响后世的教科书式摄影布光配乐,当然还有诗一般的对白。

       无可挑剔的大制作 9/10:The Matrix (1 only!!!),District 9,Star wars legacy。值得一看的主题,各方面制作娴熟而无明显破绽。

       剑走偏锋的精致小品 8/10:太空牛仔风格的Serenity,荒谬乌托邦式的Brazil。鲜明的风格使其独树一帜。在制作上明显感到影片本身的野心有限,但整体掌控恰当而得体。

       闪光之作 7/10:Dark city,The thirteenth floor,Minority report。立意和制作上不乏可取之处,但或是情节漏洞,或是制作粗糙,总之总有些明显的缺憾。

       Hollywood 流水线合格品 6/10:The abyss, The sphere, Jurassic Park,Terminator 1&2,Alien 1&2…………不过不失,可以一看的消遣之作。


    24/08/2009

    Montreal

       去Montreal开会,住了有史以来最overprice的旅店。作了第一次会议talk,效果还不错,poster没什么人理。

       Montreal是一个很有sense的城市:)老城区很小很小,但是石头铺的小路和楼前或挂或载的鲜花让人心情大好。Downtown隔几个街区就有一个小小的广场和各有风味的雕塑。圣母大教堂举办过Celine Dion的婚礼,里面的装潢是我从未见过的绚丽。McGill大学附近的几条街上排满了各地的餐馆,路边都是用餐的人群和献艺的乐手,实在是惬意到不行。

       由法国人带队,我们好好吃了几顿法国餐馆。著名的foie gras确实很好吃,还有用鸭油炸的薯条以及生牛肉等等等等,每一样拿出来的确都十分精细。不过用餐的时间真是很长,开胃酒-〉前菜-〉正餐-〉甜点 加上中间不停的红酒,每次都是从8点吃到12点。中间无数漫长的等待时间大家还就不断地就食物进行深入细致的讨论——只能说法国人实在是太能享受生活了。

       这里另起一段赞一下Montreal的女生长的很正。美国农村司空见惯的体态臃肿打扮老土在这里一个都见不到。刚到的那天晚上出去吃饭(生牛肉),接待我们的waitress长的简直就是(Juliette Binoche + Julie Delphi)/2,吃的我整个晚饭都魂不守舍Tongue out。 后来几天逛街,才发现街边无数的小馆子里面,似乎每一个waitress都是超级fit加有型。


       困了,在千岛湖见jj和lb的故事以及照片下次再上吧。

    PS: 在唐人街见到了传说中的“洪门”…………自己汗一个。


       好吧,下半部分见这里,我就偷个懒好了:)

    http://aroomwithview.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A70325C729BAFBF6!1000.entry?sa=372079495

       PPS: 终于发现了!自己一个人郁闷的时候就去看mitbbs的鹊桥和家版。然后就觉得我考原来我自己的感情生活这么成功。。。

       PPPS: 再次强烈谴责工作过分努力的某人!!!


    07/08/2009

    A blog for Kayla

    Delia Elena San Marco

    We said good-bye on one of the corners of the Plaza del Once.
       From the sidewalk on the other side I turned and look back; you had turned, and you waved good-bye.
        A river of vehicles and people ran between us; it was five o’clock on no particular afternoon. How was I to know that the river was the sad Acheron, which no one may cross twice?
        Then we lost sight of each other, and a year later you were dead.
        And now I search out that memory and gaze at it and think that it was false, and that under that trivial farewell there lay an infinite separation.
        Last night I did not go out after dinner. To understand these things, I reread the last lesson that Plato put in his teacher’s mouth. I read that the soul can flee when the flesh dies.
        And now I do not know whether the truth is in the ominous later interpretation or in the innocent farewell.
        To say good-bye is to deny separation; it is to say “Today we play at going our own ways, but we will see each other tomorrow.” Men invented farewells because they somehow knew themselves to be immortal, even while seeing themselves as contingent and ephemeral.
        One day we will pick up this uncertain conversation again, Delia - on the band of what river? - and we will ask ourselves whether we were once, in a city vanished into the plains, Borges and Delia.

    - By Jorge Luis Borges, translated by Andrew Hurley


    I am leaving B-town to a conference this Sunday, and Kayla will go to Canada next week. I said goodbye to her this Friday, and then I found this sad yet beautiful article by JLB...
    Farewell Kayla, maybe we meet again, sometime, somewhere.


    01/08/2009

    没有俄国人时候的伪小资生活

          头痛。难得的关掉电视,开始收拾屋子。在卧室和客厅各挂上一幅梵高,在厨房挂上一只chat noir,在厕所挂上一幅抽象派的唐吉坷德——没有人觉得去厕所是一种多少有些超现实的体验么。

          在CD里放进一张久违了的Bill Evans,听着钢琴声象水一样在房间里荡漾。嗯,这次的伪小资完成度还是相当高的…………

    PS:顺便谴责一下工作过分努力的某人,一百遍啊一百遍:-P

    19/07/2009

    Life is more unlikely than stories...

       前两天从一个意想不到的途径得知一位从小学就认识的美女居然就要当妈了。认识这位美女应该有20年了吧,曾经住的地方也只有5分钟的路程。不过最有趣的还是2年前的圣诞一个陌生的城市,我一个人在电影院打发时间。电影开始之前的半个小时,我突然想到要给很久没有联系的美女打电话,而她居然就在两条街之外的地方逛街。:D 如果在电影里看到这样的情节,我一定会谴责编剧偷懒。不过谁知道呢,真实的故事有时候比电影更不可思议。
      3年前的圣诞,我一个人顺着泰晤士河从伦敦的西头走到东头,和一位美女喝掉了一瓶JD。
      再往前,我在108街边坐到半夜,等到从地球另外一边飞来的一位OL狼狈的拖着大包小包钻出黄色taxi。
      sometimes life is more unlikely than story :)

    PS: Hail Irene Jacob~~~ I know you are beautiful :)))

    13/07/2009

    随感

    在看《黄石的孩子》,联想到国内的一些新闻,有一些相关但是没时间组织文字的感想。
    1:Kieslowski写的一句话,我看不到法国,也看不到波兰,我只能看到几千万法国人,几千万波兰人。
    2:Van Loon写的一句话,两个殖民者在非洲杀了几千万人,现代人用他们的命名城市和街道,同时代的两个医生治愈了非洲流行的疾病拯救了几千万人,现代人几乎没有人记得他们的名字。
    3:有些人看到van loon的话后会立志做医生,不过如果可以相信网络中文论坛的话,有些人就会立志做殖民者。
    4:XX为了表示对YY的愤怒而烧毁XX的商品。X和Y可以用任意a~z代入~~~
    5:如果a~z不至少试着理解彼此的理由,那么4将一直是一道任意的填空。
    6:how do we judge people? Or rather, how should I judge people? I choose to judge people by what they do.
    7:about the definition of "people" in 6, please refer to 1.
    8:back to "children of huangshi". no matter how hollywood it is, how dramatize it is, it is still based on a true story. After all, it is about one man and what he chose to do.
    9: People who believes in utopia usually do more harm than good. Or there are people like Hogg (the guy in the movie), who dealt with simple and small things; and little things became epic.
    10: How to determine what people really do? 偶尔不妨用读science的方式读下新闻。譬如:将所有的句子换成不带目的、语气和立场的最简单的名词+动词组合。比如“保护”“捍卫”“镇压‘“反抗”等等,经常就可以用“杀人”代替。
    11:写下10的时候,想起了很久前读的鲁迅:字里行间中,满处都写的“吃人”。迅哥儿笔法老辣。
    胡言乱语,不知所云~~~~~

    11/07/2009

    random

    给我拿酒来吧,给我摆上筵席,
     人本来不适于孤独的生存;
    我将做一个无心的浪荡子弟,
     随大家欢笑,不要和人共悲恸。

             - G. G. 拜伦 -

    07/06/2009

    a beautiful poem by Borges

    English Poem

    What can I hold you with?

    I offer you lean streets, desperate sunsets, the moon
       of the jagged suburbs.

    I offer you the bitterness of a man who has looked
       long and long at the lonely moon.

    I offer you my ancestors, my dead men, the ghosts
       that living men have honored in marble:
       my father's father killed in the frontier of
       Buenos Aires, two bullets through his lungs,
       bearded and dead, wrapped by his soldiers
       in the hide of a cow; my mother's grandfather
       -- just twenty-four -- heading a charge of
       three hundred men in Peru, now ghosts
       on vanished horses.

    I offer you whatever insight my books may hold,
       whatever manliness or humour my life.

    I offer you the loyalty of a man who has never
       been loyal.

    I offer you that kernel of myself that I have saved,
       somehow -- the central heart that deals not
       in words, traffics not with dreams, and is
       untouched by time, by joy, by adversities.

    I offer you the memory of a yellow rose seen
       at sunset, years before you were born.

    I offer you explanations of yourself, theories about yourself,
       authentic and surprising news of yourself.

    I can give you my loneliness, my darkness, the hunger of my heart;
       I am trying to bribe you with uncertainty, with danger, with defeat.

     

    - Jorge Luis Borges (1934)

     

    20/04/2009

    承认自己被打败了。。。

    靠,算是栽在这个小妮子手里了。俗话说人在江湖漂,谁能不挨刀……Disappointed

    4/21/2009补记:好吧其实我也是一个很邪恶的生物,呜哇哇~~~

    11/04/2009

    Disappointing Battlestar ending

          Battlestar算是到美国后第一部有跟着看的电视剧。被吸引主要的一个是配乐,一个剪辑,以及很多细节的设计——起码还设计了像样的制服和装备(有不少Blade runner的影子),不至于像stargate一样拉着一队Marine端着p50就去拯救宇宙。虽然电视电影的局限让剧情还是显得拖沓而差强人意,虽然时不时出现的宗教故弄玄虚让人倒胃口,但比起Lost这种只顾吸引眼球拉长剧情不顾自圆其说的“悬念”还是要强上不少。

          然而今天看了serial final,还是不得不失望,最终battlestar还是没有摆脱几乎所有美剧解决悬念的俗套。所有的不合理最后都用god或是类似的超自然主义很神圣地敷衍过去,然后还狗尾续貂的加上一段反智主义的cliche。科技被放弃,似乎这就是拯救我们文明的最后手段,当然冥冥之中还有天使和上帝照顾着我们。

          这实在是一个奇怪但广为流传的理论。什么是文明和科技的冲突?什么是人性和科技的冲突?我们的文明当然是由文学和艺术而define的,但难道它也不是由我们的科学、我们对自然的理解所define的吗?比起中世纪神学家们争论一个针尖上能站多少天使,一张从太空中拍摄的地球照片不是更能够象征我们的文明,更能启发人们对内心的探索吗?唉,sci-fi频道毕竟不是ridney scott,Battlestar最后还是成不了Blade runner。

    08/04/2009

    随笔~~~

    1:The New Yorker, Mar 16, 2009, Page 72

    “The highest compliment a woman can receive is 'My God, she looks smart', not that 'she's sexy'”

    哈哈,原来Lanvin的设计师的看法和我的一样嘛。不错不错。

    2:The NYRB, March 12, 2009, Page 32

    "Beauty isn't beauty," he writes, "if it doesn't inspire awe for a specific proposition about reality" ... And artists or artworks that are, as he says, merely "likeable," or don't have bite, are, in a phrase heard more than once, "more trouble than they are worth."

    和我很久前引过的Kafka说的也是一回事。
     

    05/04/2009

    A rose on Homer's grave

    A l'occasion de l'anniversaire d'Andersen...again...

       

    荷马墓上的一朵玫瑰
     
    安徒生
     
     
        东方所有的歌曲都歌诵着夜莺对玫瑰花的爱情。在星星闪耀着的静夜里,这只有翼的歌手就为他芬芳的花儿唱一支情歌。

      离士麦那不远,在一株高大的梧桐树下,商人赶着一群驮着东西的骆驼。这群牲口骄傲地昂起它们的长脖子,笨重地在这神圣的土地上行进。我看到开满了花的玫瑰树所组成的篱笆。野鸽子在高大的树枝间飞翔。当太阳射到它们身上的时候,它们的翅膀发着光,像珍珠一样。

      玫瑰树篱笆上有一朵花,一朵所有的鲜花中最美丽的花。夜莺对它唱出他的爱情的悲愁。但是这朵玫瑰一句话也不讲,它的叶子上连一颗作为同情的眼泪的露珠都没有。它只是面对着几块大石头垂下枝子。

       “这儿躺着世界上一个最伟大的歌手!”玫瑰花说。“我在他的墓上散发出香气;当暴风雨袭来的时候,我的花瓣落到它身上,这位《依里亚特》的歌唱者变成了 这块土地中的尘土,我从这尘土中发芽和生长!我是荷马墓上长出的一朵玫瑰。我是太神圣了,我不能为一个平凡的夜莺开出花来。”

      于是夜莺就一直歌唱到死。

      赶骆驼的商人带着驮着东西的牲口和黑奴走来了。他的小儿子看到了这只死鸟。他把这只小小的歌手埋到伟大的荷马的墓里。那朵玫瑰花在风中发着抖。黄昏到来了。玫瑰花紧紧地收敛其它的花瓣,做了一个梦。

       它梦见一个美丽的、阳光普照的日子。一群异国人——佛兰克人——来参拜荷马的坟墓。在这些异国人之中有一位歌手;他来自北国,来自云块和北极光的故乡。 他摘下这朵玫瑰,把它夹在一本书里,然后把它带到世界的另一部分——他的辽远的祖国里来。这朵玫瑰在悲哀中萎谢了,静静地躺在这本小书里。他在家里把这本 书打开,说:“这是从荷马的墓上摘下的一朵玫瑰。”

      这就是这朵花做的一个梦。她惊醒起来,在风中发抖。于是一颗露珠从她的花瓣上滚到 这位歌手的墓上去。太阳升起来了,天气渐渐温暖起来,玫瑰花开得比以前还要美丽。她是生长在温暖的亚洲。这时有脚步声音响起来了。玫瑰花在梦里所见到的那 群佛兰克人来了;在这些异国人中有一位北国的诗人:他摘下这朵玫瑰,在它新鲜的嘴唇上吻了一下,然后把它带到云块和北极光的故乡去。

      这朵花的躯体像木乃伊一样,现在躺在他的《依里亚特》里面。它像在做梦一样,听到他打开这本书,说:“这是荷马墓上的一朵玫瑰。


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    A Rose On Homer’s Grave

    Hans Christian Andersen

          Through all the songs of the east, the eternal theme is the nightingale's love for the rose. In the silent, starlit nights, the winged songster sings his serenade to his beautiful scented flower.

          Under stately plantain trees, not far from Smyrna, where the merchant drives his heavily loaded camels, proudly raising their long necks and clumsily walking over the hallowed ground, I saw a hedge of blooming roses. Wild doves fluttered among the branches of the tall trees, and when the sunbeams floated on their wings they shone like mother-of-pearl. In that rose hedge one flower was more beautiful than all the rest, and to this the nightingale poured out its song of grief. But the rose was silent; no dewdrop lay like a tear of pity on her petals, and with the branch on which she grew, she bent down toward a heap of large stones.

          "Here lies the sweetest singer the world has ever heard," said the rose proudly. "I will scent his grave, and when the storms tear off my petals, they shall fall on him. For the singer of the Iliad returned to this good earth whence I sprang! I, a rose from Homer's grave, am too sacred a bloom for a poor mere nightingale!"

          And the nightingale sang himself to death.

          Then came the bearded camel driver with his laden camels and his black slaves. His little boy found the dead bird, and in pity buried it in the grave of the great Homer while the rose trembled slightly in the wind.

          The evening came, and the rose folded her petals tightly and dreamed. It dreamed that it was a beautiful sunny day and that a caravan of foreign Frankish men had come on a pilgrimage to the grave of Homer. And among the strangers was a singer from the north, from the land of drifting mists and crackling northern lights. He broke off the rose, and pressed it between the leaves of a book, and so carried it off with him to his own country, in that far part of the world. Tightly pressed in the narrow book, the rose withered away in grief until, in his own home, a poet opened the book and said, "Here is a rose from Homer's grave!"

          This the flower dreamed, and in the morning the rose woke up shivering in the wind; a dewdrop fell gently from her petals upon the grave of the poet. Then the sun rose, and the day was hot, and the rose bloomed in greater beauty than ever; it was still in her warm Asia.

          Then the rose heard footsteps. The strange Franks she had seen in her dream came by, and among them was the poet of the north.      He did indeed break off the rose and press a kiss upon her fresh mouth, and carry her off with him to his distant home of mists and northern lights. The rose rests now like a mummy between the leaves of his Iliad, and as in her dream she hears him say as he opens the book, "Here is a rose from Homer's grave!"

    所谓文化冲击

          不同国家的人之间交往,总有不少人抱怨不同文化造成的隔阂。他们说世界上有东方文化西方文化和不东不西的文化,然后每一大类又分为无数小类,互相之间彼此鄙视交杂嫉妒,对自己自负或是自鄙,不清不楚不明不白,隔阂无数。

          不过对我个人来说,算数的文化隔阂只有一种,就是open minded和narrow minded之间的隔阂。两个人都有open mind,有相同之处就成了共同语言,有矛盾之处反会激起更大的好奇心。管你一个是昼夜颠倒一个起居有序,或许不能成为故交不能成为知己,但怎么样都能谈到一起。

          然后在墙那边narrow mind的一群,各自划地为牢,对彼此虎视眈眈。他们唯一共同的地方,或许就是与open minded为敌。

          想起庄子里的一个故事。天下之中有一个楚国。楚国之内有一个皇宫。宫门脚下有一只蜗牛。蜗牛长了两只触角,各个上面有一个国家。这两个国家世代为仇,杀的那叫一个气壮山河。



    31/03/2009

    近期的总结嗯总结

    1:去Halifax小玩了一周,承蒙杨同学百忙之中招待。Halifax还是挺有趣的一个港口小城,如果冬天不那么长的话就真的是perfect啦。downtown里五颜六色的老房子配上有趣的壁画,尤其有一个巨大的旧书店格外有趣。港口风光大家有兴趣就自己看照片吧。顺便当然还要感激杨同学的两位室友Sin Ling和菲菲同学的隆重友情捧场:)
    2:这个五一我看来是要错过三个好友的两场婚礼了……bob和WBQ同学,一场漫长的soap opera终于要收场了,感觉就好像是演了10个season的friends终于走到了大结局。下一出会是Everybody loves Raymond,Still standing还是Desperate Housewife?嗯,敬请各位看客持续关注:D
    至于熊估计是早就把我这个做兄长的忘记掉了:( 我还是一直在关注你的啊哈哈。说起来我一直很奇怪为什么我们两个这么不同的生物为什么不仅和平共处而且还能以兄妹相称。突然间小妹决定要嫁人了,好吧其实心里还是蛮伤感,尤其是这么多年没见最后还不能去蹭顿饭什么的:( 改天等你忙完了喜筵度完了蜜月终于找到了一点闲功夫我再给你电话吧:)
    3:看看去年拟的计划,跑步和法语都没能坚持下来,不过跳舞总算是有长进。要努力啊!!!
    PS:附上我和杨同学都很喜欢的诡异美女图片一张

    09/03/2009

    近期小记

    1:开始按批发价买酒了。
    2:牛肉胡萝卜很成功,然而海鲜烧成了炒饭。。。
    3: 看了第二遍mamamia,某人真的是很好看啊很好看Red heart
    4:荣幸地和Valentina同学通了电话,发现大家在别人问题上都是专家在自己身上都是白痴Party
    3:去INDY跳舞,发现女人的鞋子还真的是很炫~~~




    26/02/2009

    The Last Emperor

    在看 末代皇帝 。其实Bertolucci做的,和Sofia Coppola想在Marie Antoinette里表现的应该是一样。另一方面,Bertolucci拍出了历史感,而Sofia没有。或许因为Sofia本来就只想拍一个小女孩的故事,或许也只是因为Marie Antoinette没有一个后半生来对照出历史。

    23/02/2009

    Penelope and Kate

    Penelope和Kate拿了Oscar,两个都是我喜欢的美女。Meryl演技没得说,但师奶型的大脸实在不是我的type,看她30年前演得Manhattan就是这个感觉。Anne看来要成为新一代的大嘴,长的好像我喜欢过的一个美国女生,大大的眼睛大大的嘴,只可惜一段感情没开始就结束了哇,现在只能缅怀下曾经的青葱岁月。。。Scarlett怎么就不争点气列,连Woody Allen都扶不起来,难道真的就变成纯花瓶了么?
    其实看美女到真是各花入各眼,不过有时候也有可能是看的太少,眼睛没经过训练。记得好多好多年前看Penelope,就觉得很另类,怎么样也不会安上美女的称呼。或者是今天出现的Sofia奶奶,当时看也觉着很一般。其实现在回头想想,不过是那个时候没见过不同的style,大脑不是很适应而已。现在看到Penelope上镜就只有望着发呆的份了。不过Angilena始终是欣赏不起来,估计也不是入我眼的花吧。
    很多年前我对某流派的音乐也表现过不屑,某乐友评论道:“你的耳朵还需要训练。”现在的我的确可以欣赏其中的某些音乐,但有些仍是不喜欢。不过虽然同是不喜欢,本质似乎还是不同。以前是由于不懂所以不喜欢,现在是懂了但由于自己的品味而不喜欢。愚昧和品味,有时候会得到同样的结果,但原因却不一样。就怕没有自省,本来愚昧还硬充品味,那就真的是可悲了。
    哎,从花痴美女到升华中心思想,我还真是微言大义哎。。。自己吐一个先,哈哈。